Reminiscing Brokeback Mountain

I remember...
when Jack takes Ennis' arm around him in the tent;
when Ennis sits for long and doesn't want to leave Brokeback;
when Jack and Ennis punches at each other... so hard;
when Ennis hides himself, cries chokingly for separating with Jack;
when Ennis occupies himself so much with the urge to reunite with Jack;
when Jack bursts into tears in his car;
I remember...
the last conversation between Jack and Ennis on Brokeback;
the scenes of how Jack is beaten to death;
the shirts Jack hides in his room;
those shirts that cannot come out of the closet... at the end of the movie...